1. |
Falling Apart (Take 1)
02:34
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2. |
Heartland
02:26
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There’s a God on fire in a heartland
Flames lick through the hell in his right hand
In this wartorn land he doesn’t know
Why he feels this
Let the atoms shake through the heartland
Purge out all the ships where the boats land
Let the soldiers sink in the quicksand
Feed them to the Earth
There’s a snake that prowls through the heartland
With a heart that beats on its outside
As its pulsing flesh moves in your hand
Warmth begins to come
Will you feed this snake from the heartland?
Cook from the burning gods, or the corpse sand?
Gaze through its love-filled eyes as it begins to wrap
Its coil around your heart
Let the atoms shake,
I’m so sick of this life!
Let the atoms shake,
I’m so sick of this life!
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3. |
The English Myth
02:32
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Oh my dears
Let me tell you ‘bout the English Myth’s ‘fore they’re gone
Forest floors
Squeak with joyous calls as we go to the Village Fete
Checkered dresses, fresh baked bread and
Every kind of joy that smiles on an English face
All the while,
We’re digging poppies out the ground to put on graves
BANG!
The bomb drops!
Whether or not you saw it coming
Now your house is gone!
Ash and death and dragons breath,
it poisons air as it travels where we shelter raids
Engines roar,
Plane fumes fly through doors
And the world is a smoggy slate
On the floors
Bodies twitch and fall
And the living ones are sent to war
And remember,
only remember to live by the English Myth.
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4. |
Tetramorph
05:41
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Take it with pride, my love
You touched a loaded gun
A shame its in your mouth
You cannot get it out
Scrub off your fingerprints
No trace of DNA
You might as well be mulch
No matter how you pray and
There are times to sob
There are times to scream
But now’s the time to think
Of how you treated me
Oh mirror, on the wall
I look into your eyes
And it’s the weirdest thing
But they look just like mine
DO YOU THINK HOW I EVER FEEL
YOU SHOULD SCREAM WHEN YOU TAKE A KNEE
YOU SHOULD FEED ON THE SCRAPS I GIVE
YOU’RE SO LUCKY I’M NOT FIXING IT
I AM QUEEN, I DESERVE RESPECT
I AM ALL, I AM NOTHING, LESS
WHY SHOULD I BEG FOR YOUR FUCKING SCRAPS
WHY SHOULD I SCREAM WHEN I’M FORGOT ABOUT
All this heartache
All this cruel hate
For what?
I know that things
They happen for a reason
These thoughts, they’re treason
For what?
Lack of sunlight
Hides my friends eyes
So what?
I know, that they
Wouldn’t forget me
It’s hard to see me
So what?
And I’ve seen flowers
That bloom without sun
And I’ve seen worlds
That ended no one
So what?
I have collapsed in places you will never see
I have died in places you have never been
All the while
I keep a smile
On my lips
On my cheeks
I have murdered spirits you will never meet
I have exorcized every memory
All the while
I keep a smile
In my eyes
On my soul
And I’ve told that I love you every second of the day
And I guess I’m not a treasure ‘cause I wasn’t hard won
And what keeps me going is the promise of the Sun
The world is really ending and there’s nothing to say
So I fly away
So I fly away
Oh what a cliché
Oh what a cliché to say
There’s nowhere to stay
There’s nowhere to pray.
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5. |
Don't Worry
01:28
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You’d best now sleep
I’d better not hear a wink
Sound from your room
Or I’ll have to punish you
Oh little one,
You know you’ll soon see the sun
When you wake up
The sun will be shining
Do you hear the knock?
Don’t worry, they’re your friends,
Don’t worry
Do you hear the knock?
Don’t worry, they’re your friends
(we’re your friends!)
Don’t worry
Don’t worry
Don’t worry
Don’t worry
Don’t worry
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6. |
I'm Begging You
02:38
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Standing out like a sore thumb
Tracing the snow ‘till my hand’s numb
Melting messages in the ground
With the cold not making a single sound
Never level
With the rest of them and
Never settled
As my thoughts descend
I ever wrestle
With what my body needs
A broken vessel
Always in desperate need
I’m begging you for help
I’m begging you for help
I’m begging you for help
I’m begging you for help
Sound so strange it makes it loud
Once in a lifetime catch it now
Yell in a rush just make it fast
The sooner its over the less they’ll laugh
Never level
With the rest of them and
Never settled
As my thoughts descend
I ever wrestle
With what my body needs
A broken vessel
Always in desperate need
I’m begging you for help
I’m begging you for help
I’m begging you for help
I’m begging you for help
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7. |
Little Lamb
03:34
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I am nothing if unwell
My eyes have darkened every shore
I am nothing but this hell
A drop of water on the floor
But then,
There’s you too
But then
There’s you
I see clouds above us
I feel the roaring sky
I see thunder glowing and
I hear the ravens cry
I’d try to protect us
But the stables’ cold inside
Keep warm little lamb
It’s always hard to stay alive
How were we meant to know
About the cold
The way it passes through our bones
How were we meant to see
A reality
Where the planet wasn’t me
And I said I’d protect you
But I don’t know how to orbit you
Parasitic, and not well
At least our smiles’ here to help
But then,
There’s you too
But then
There’s you
I see clouds above us
I feel the roaring sky
I see thunder glowing and
I hear the ravens cry
I’d try to protect us
But the stables’ cold inside
Keep warm little lamb
It’s always hard to stay alive
(There was never any doubt
We are the place we feel
But at least when I’m beside you
It starts to feel less real)
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8. |
Green Girl
04:15
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Hi, said Green Girl
Her perfect smile
Reflecting
Off the greenhouse light
The trees spoke and
Flowers smiled back
And ivy
slithered through the cracks
And we know
The green girl loves
All of us
‘cause if she don’t tell
The trees will
And the flowers’ smile
Becomes ours
And we sing right back
Hello there,
Welcome back
Green girl
Green girl
Green girl
Green girl
As the birds sing
And insects climb
Her shoulders
You know that you are home
You feel safe
And the greenhouse walls
Don’t echo
No matter what you say
She knows this
As she takes your hand
And seats you
In the flowers’ shade
She looks up
Toward the blazing sun
And cries out
“You are loved with me.”
Hello there,
Welcome back
Green girl
Green girl
Green girl
Green girl
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9. |
Flowers on Moons
04:26
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Ashes forever
Collapses wherever
Angels desync
And flowers bend
I feel it
Hate swells
I can’t pick it up
It’s gone to fuck, huh.
Flowers on moons
Rhythm in tunes
It’s all dead to me
It’s all dead to me
Don’t invite me
If you don’t want me there
No you don’t
I’m far away for you
Network of stars
Won’t rearrange Mars
And you
Won’t ever
Want me again
There’s history here
Not that you care
I’m stamped with echoes
Drowning in breaths
Why do I come last
You disappeared fast
Like stars
You vanished long ago
Lonely thought crimes
Pretentious rhymes
And hands
Too soft for anyone
I see it
The fire
The Evercollapse
No worries
I’m ready
No time’s elapsed
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10. |
Fire (I See Me)
02:07
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Witches on CRT
TV on HRT
I see me
I see me
I don’t see getting old
I’ve never gotten young
The remote control is broke
Some gods have all the fun
I see me in the screen
I see you in the seams
The lights that creep within
To start a summoning
There were never more
Nevermore
Nevermore
I see fire in the halls
I see fire in the shelter
I see fire in the trees
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11. |
Lullaby For A Monster
01:36
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Rest your weary eyes
Come sleep with me
You don’t have to feel
Anything for me
Cause of all my scars
For all to see
Shadow of your form
Is always with me
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12. |
26-11-2021
02:45
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13. |
C’lom Fliday
02:39
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All alone
With pickled soul
And fickle bones
And antifreeze
She loves, loves, loves, loves
loves, loves, loves, loves
loves, loves, loves, loves
loves, loves, loves, loves
Flesh and soul
Molded out of mud
With fickle heart
And terror managed
I love, love, love, love
Love, love, love, love
Love, love, love, love,
love, love, love
Oh c’lom fliday
Second phase
Mirrored
What does it say
On the walls of this church?
As quick as you say
I notice its Sunday
Get on your knees
And slay
it’s a second era
Prolapse
Evercollapse
Prostate
Apostate
Hello!
In the mirror!
What do I say
To those little eyes
That scout the walls
For those beside,
I love, love, love, love
Love, love, love, love
Love, love, love, love,
love, love, love
I RESENT YOU
FUCK YOU
FUCK OFF
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14. |
Rabbits
04:42
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I wear my head
Weight of lead
Void for holes
Break the mould with the
Flesh of a God
And smell of a monster
At least it leaves a trail
Nothing’s been in my life for so long
So long
Legs of wood
Firmly rooted
Feet for hands
I can barely stand so
I don’t know how I’m supposed to cope now
Too tired to lift the veil
I haven’t lived my life for so long
So long
Like hard wax
In bullet holes
Use splinters
To reset my bones
A death mask
That I wear in life
All plastic
When you look from outside
Head on fire
No desire
No remorse
Mouth agape as they close the doors, so
Is this where I’m supposed to be now?
Trapped inside to no avail
I’ve been scared for my life for too long
too long
I don’t care
I don’t care
SHUT UP, TR*NNY
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16. |
Buying Time
03:53
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A pool of water underground that has no heat
A sea of waves within the air that moves with me
A rush of blood straight to the heart that has no meaning
A bitter chill within my soul, but that's just me
I feel love
I feel so fucking sad
And I buy time,
To live life
And it's all just wasted, fine
A sinkhole inside the road no one can see
A thousand hands reach from the clouds to point at me
Ten thousand pounds of atmosphere below my feet
A crushing sun that scorches heavy over me
I feel warmth
I feel so fucking cold
And I buy time,
To live life
And it's all just wasted, fine.
And it's all just wasted, fine
(I might as well live.)
It feels like you've forgotten who I am
Or maybe you never knew anyway
Any day
Feels like you never wanted to know, no I
Can't help you
Can't save us
Just hold me
I'm right here
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17. |
Falco
04:46
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All my life
I’ve said the same old thing a
Thousand times
I never really seem to get it right
She never really minds
She always knew how to listen
She always knew how to listen
Every time
She has to look into my ancient eyes
And catch a glimpse of all my thousand lives
She says they’ll be alright
She only knows how to glimmer
She only knows how to glimmer
She only knows how to glimmer
She only knows how to glimmer
She only knows how to glimmer
She only knows how to glimmer
Seventh try
As I swim forth to the pulsing light
Rocks on the shore that pierce my skin like knives
You said they’d heal with time
She always knows how to glisten
She always knows how to glisten
But with time
There’s only glimpses of that shining light
It had to move to set the world alight
I hope this ain’t goodbye
She only knows how to glimmer
She only knows how to glimmer
She only knows how to glimmer
She only knows how to glimmer
She only knows how to glimmer
She only knows how to glimmer
I hope this ain’t goodbye
I miss you
I hope this ain’t goodbye
I miss you
I hope this ain’t goodbye
I miss you
I’ll be here all the time
Waiting for light
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18. |
Falling Apart
02:40
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Don’t wanna leave my room
Too much boy hair
And stubble
And sleep
I wanna see you soon
For some girl share
And smiles
And sleep
This is not a metaphor
I’m falling apart and I need someone
Evidently I’ve collapsed
I’m falling apart and I need someone
I’m falling
I’m falling
I’m falling
I’m falling
The aches of a phantom womb
Nothing shed
And once more I find myself at
That never-ending gloom
Waiting for
Soft skin to hold my hand
This is not a metaphor
I’m falling apart and I need someone
Evidently I’ve collapsed
I’m falling apart and I need someone
I’m falling
I’m falling
I’m falling
I’m falling
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